Star-Struck 9/15/1998
A short story by CIBYG

        Is there a better way to immortalize a mother’s love for her child than to paint it with as a picture? I do not believe so. I have seen a wondrous portrait of a mother and her child and observing it led me into a world of creation and imagination. When a painting has caught a moment like nothing else can, one can do nothing but stand Starstruck--staring into the picture, creating a world out of the picture and becoming a part of the picture.

        The portrait is as clear in my mind as the computer in front of me. The background is black: nothing has been painted to fill in the surroundings. There is no light or shadows, just a mother holding her baby girl in her arms. She wears an opaque white nightgown that flows as if she has been moving, but her stance indicates that she has been standing still. Her baby is wrapped warmly in a cozy blanket with her mother’s arms snug around her body. The baby is pressed against the mother’s breast, her mother’s heartbeat soothing her to sleep. The mother’s body seems to glow, illuminating the surrounding darkness, caressing and enveloping the baby in the warmth of the mother’s love.

        The mother’s eyes are bright blue and her skin is pinkish white. Her nightgown flows from her ankles and her wrists, revealing only her bare feet and her soft hands. Her shoulder length hair is soft brown, thick and curly at the end. It is pushed out of her eyes, off to the sides of her face. Her body’s frame is medium, like that of the Goddess Venus, the archetypal mother. She stands steadfast like an oak tree, unyielding in her quest to patiently calm her child back to sleep. Her shoulders are high, confident in her abilities. Her whole physique honors the generations of mothers past and all the mothers to come.

       As I stare into the picture, I now notice that there are trees around the mother. The darkness has made way to form. There are tiny woodland creatures peaking around tree trunks and protruding rocks. The surroundings have formed into a grassy glade; the winter’s moonlight softens the scene. The clouds partially hide the moon’s light, softening it to a very dim glow while the bare tree limbs, stripped by the coming of winter, all but diminish the light completely, leaving but a soft touch accented by the mother’s natural glow. It’s as if the whole scene has been touched by an angel.

        As the world surrounding the mother takes form, I begin to see movement. The trees sway softly in a steady rhythm from a gentle winter’s breeze. The brown leaves of fall, what few are left, quietly make their way past the scene, avoiding the aura of the mother. The mother’s gown sways in unison with the trees as she softly sings a lullaby to calm her child back to sleep--her eyes locked upon that which she holds most dear. The surroundings should be cold by now, but there is soft warmth coming from within the mother’s heart creating a comfortable enclosure like a cozy blanket on a cold winter’s night. The baby quietly sleeps knowing her mother is by her side. There is no hatred to corrupt the scene; love and warmth comfort the enclosed glade.

        As I stare at the portrait, I find myself a part of the scene. As I glance around, the world that I once was a part of, the person who was looking at the portrait, no longer exists. Now, only the glade with the mother and her child that I am a part of exist for me. I look up at the scene as if I am one of the leaves flowing by, catching a glance of the scene. The longer I look, I now realize it’s as if I am a toy in the top of a toy box, awakened by the child’s cries. Perhaps I am a nightlight on the wall, lighting the way for the mother to return at a moment’s notice to her sleeping beauty’s side.

        In this dreamlike state, I could have lived the rest of my life; in this world, it’s as if I actually have. "Reality" returns and I find myself in a mall, looking at a hand painted portrait, a sample in the window of a studio.

        I know now that a portrait, this portrait, will always hold a glimpse into the essence of a mother’s love for her child.

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