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Star-Struck |
7/15/1999 |
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A short story by Green Eyes |
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I awake to find myself surrounded by
darkness. No forms, no surroundings, no sounds tell me where I am
at. I begin looking around, willing my sleepy eyes to show me that which
the darkness hides, that which I cannot see. Soon, the darkness begins
to make way to the light, the forms that were hidden begin to show themselves
to me. As I glance around, I realize its as if I am a toy in the top of a toy box, awakened by the
childs cries. Perhaps I am a nightlight on the wall, lighting the way for the mother
to return at a moments notice to her sleeping beautys side.
I begin to look around. A soft,
white light illuminates the area from an undetermined source. Everything
has a pale glow to it, seeming to keep total darkness at bay in the
distance. A baby's small, white, hand-crafted wooden crib comes into
focus. It's delicately placed designs show the care that was placed into
it's construction, details and a immense amount of time spent in it's
creation. Fine linens line the interior of the child's bed. Small,
soft pillows hint of a comfortable sleep.
I hear a faint cry of a awakened baby,
but I cannot discern where it is from. I hear the softest of foot steps
from what I believe to be the hall. They hurry faster than any normal
human could, but they almost do not make a noise. They seem to almost
not touch the ground. Quickly the room's door, white and large, opens
almost without a sound. Someone rushes to the crib, softly taking the
tiny mass from within it's protecting boundaries and pulls it close to their
chest. They begin to move quietly away and I am compelled to follow, but
find myself being pulled along.
Slowly, the movement goes not more than
a few feet and the darkness begins to make way to the light again. The background is black: nothing has been
painted to fill in the surroundings. There is no light or shadows, just a mother holding
her baby girl in her arms. She wears an opaque white nightgown that flows as if she has
been moving, but her stance indicates that she has been standing still. Her baby is
wrapped warmly in a cozy blanket with her mothers arms snug around her body. The
baby is pressed against the mothers breast, her mothers heartbeat soothing her
to sleep. The mothers body seems to glow, illuminating the surrounding darkness,
caressing and enveloping the baby in the warmth of the mothers love.
As I stare, I now notice that there are trees
surrounding the small clearing; the darkness has made way to
form. There are tiny woodland creatures peaking around tree trunks and protruding rocks.
The surroundings have formed into a grassy glade; the winters moonlight softens the
scene. Snow can be seen just outside the surrounding of trees that form
a circle to keep the cold out. The clouds partially hide the moons light, softening it to a very dim glow
while the bare tree limbs, stripped by the coming of winter, all but diminish the light
completely, leaving but a soft touch accented by the mothers natural glow.
If I did not know better, I might believe that the light did not come from the
moon, but from the Mother instead. Its
as if the whole scene has been touched by an angel.
The world that I once was
a part of, the person who was looking from the Toy box, no longer exists. Now, only the
glade with the mother and her child that I am a part of exist for me. I look up at the
scene as if I am one of the leaves flowing by, catching a glance of the scene
or one of the creatures, hiding just at the edge of this magnificent scene.
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The mothers eyes
are bright blue and her skin is pinkish white. Her nightgown flows from her ankles and her
wrists, revealing only her bare feet and her soft hands. Her shoulder length hair is soft
brown, thick and curly at the end. It is pushed out of her eyes, off to the sides of her
face. Her bodys frame is medium, like that of the Goddess Venus, the archetypal
mother. She stands steadfast like an oak tree, unyielding in her quest to patiently calm
her child back to sleep. Her shoulders are high, confident in her abilities. Her whole
physique honors the generations of mothers past and all the mothers to come.
As the world
surrounding the mother takes form, I begin to see movement. The trees sway softly in a
steady rhythm from a gentle winters breeze. The brown leaves of fall, what few are
left, quietly make their way past the scene, avoiding the aura of the mother. The
mothers gown sways in unison with the trees as she softly sings a lullaby to calm
her child back to sleep--her eyes locked upon that which she holds most dear. The
surroundings should be cold by now, but there is soft warmth coming from within the
mothers heart creating a comfortable enclosure like a cozy blanket on a cold
winters night. The baby quietly sleeps knowing her mother is by her side. There is
no hatred to corrupt the scene; love and warmth comfort the enclosed glade.
I blink, trying to adjust my eyes to all
the beauty that surrounds me, trying to adjust to the glory of the
scene. I find myself, a person, looking through a window, starring at a
newly painted portrait. As I look around, I wonder what happened, was I
a part of that Painting, if only for a moment? Is there a better way
to immortalize a mothers love for her child than to paint it with as a picture? I do
not believe so. I have seen a wondrous portrait of a mother and her child and observing it
led me into a world of creation and imagination. When a painting has caught a moment like
nothing else can, one can do nothing but stand Star-Struck--staring into the picture,
creating a world out of the picture and becoming a part of the picture.
In this dreamlike
state, I could have lived the rest of my life; in this world, its as if I actually
have. "Reality" returns and I find myself in a mall, looking at a hand painted
portrait, a sample in the window of a studio.
I know now that a
portrait, this portrait, will always hold a glimpse into the essence of a mothers
love for her child, within my heart and mind.
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